To the one who made me a mom...



If you only knew how your smile affects me, how much of my heart you hold in your hand.

Because of you, I truly understand what it means to love unconditionally. You opened my eyes to the vulnerable, and you have fueled me with a passion to stand with anyone who needs support, to fight for those unable to fight for themselves, to speak up for others who cannot or will not speak up for themselves. Because of you, I hope to make a difference.

I watch how you touch lives around you, how you show and spread this pure, unbridled love. I witness the power of love breaking down walls, and I recognize it because I am a direct recipient of that love.

Your joy is infectious…your laughter contagious...your smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. It is impossible to be around you without smiling.


I used to be a people-pleaser. I never wanted to upset anyone or hurt their feelings. To avoid any chance of conflict, I never admitted when I disagreed with someone.

You have needed me to fight for you. As you get older, more often than not, fighting for you puts me on the front lines of the battlefield. When it comes to advocating for what is fair and right and best for you, there isn't a trace left of that young woman who was so desperate for everyone to get along and just be happy.

I love you with a fierceness that sometimes takes my breath away. It knows no bounds. It's the kind of love that says, “I will live for you, and I would die for you.”

I will fight for you until my last breath.




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  1. Sheryl/MimiMay 13, 2019 at 5:42 PM

    ❤️❤️❤️ your words!!! Love Alex!!! Love you!!! You are the best Warrior Mom I know. Keep keepin’ on! This video brought sniffles and big smiles....wonderful memories of this happy guy’s 15 year journey. The best is yet to be!!

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